Had a really nice Brunch at the in-laws today. But for some reason, when I got back home this afternoon, I suddenly had a panic attack and couldn’t handle ANYTHING lying around the house! I went into super-cleanup mode and cleaned everything up. Even took down the tree and xmas decorations with James’ help. And during it all I was vacuuming, throwing stuff out, re-arranging stuff, etc. Just totally insane-like.
And now? I just made supper for the kids but nothing for me. I really don’t have an appetite right now. Even chocolate isn’t tempting. I feel like taking a long hot bath and then going to bed. I slept like hell last night and since Melyssa seems to have gotten a cold, I don’t believe I’ll be sleeping well tonight. An asthmatic child with a cold/cough is not fun. You’re always constantly worried that the cough is an asthmatic wheeze. *sigh*.
Blah.