You don’t exist.
My island. My time.
Blocked in. Bordered out. Single pane above. Upwards yell.
and i’m gonna shout to the devil gonna shout to the stars, shout to the gods don’t ask me why
Fuck all y’all said Tupac. Get a leg up said John C.M. Drown me in the shallow water before I get too deep said someone else.
Zombie.
In my head.
Reality. Deranged. Insanity. Loosened. Slipknot. Over my throat.
You’re not here. You’re not there. Don’t quite give a fuck today. Far away far away. I don’t care. I won’t know. I won’t look. Alone.
In my head.
I always wear a smile. because anything but a smile. would make me have to explain. and they wouldn’t understand. anyway. Henry Rollins knows.
Do we Drama because we LJ or do we LJ because we Drama?
Me and my monkey. Me and my shadow. Me and my shadow monkey.
and if you don’t understand, too bad. You’re not here. You don’t exist. Alone.
in my head.